我瞪大眼睛看着他，说
我不相信这是真的，这是梦
于是掐了掐自己的左手臂
他笑笑说，这不是梦

我们跟大队伍走散了
我们也走散了
一瞬间他
又突然地出现在我面前
突然拉着我的手
说：“跟着我”
他握着我的手的手用力的握了握

我们找到了大部队
大家都看着我们
有人善意的笑
我们回各自座位
这时我发现
队伍里的同学们
有初中，高中，大学各个阶段的

我从胸口剧烈的郁闷中惊醒
梦
我忽略了左手臂是木然的
但醒来后
那里却像有颗螺丝钻入般酸楚抽搐

Magic Doors 

I can't deny what I've become
I'm just emotionally undone
I can't deny, I can't be someone else

when I have tried to find the words
To describe this sense absurd
Try to resist my thoughts
But I can't lie

I've been losing myself
My desire I can't have
No reason am I for

I can't divide or hide from me
I don't know who I'm meant to be
I guess it's just the person that I am

Often I've dreamt that I don't wait
Enjoy the gift of my mistake
Like then again I'm wrong and I confess

I've been losing my self
My desire I can't have
No reason am I for

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before

Before you

如果朋友送我一个可以随身带着的东西，每次看见这样东西，我都会想起他的脸。现在身上没有什么饰物，因为觉得自己带着都很傻。T在我20岁生日时送的银镯子，最初我也不敢带，怕傻。后来她问你怎么不带，我就带上了。我会长久凝视着它，觉得很漂亮。夜里醒来，会光着手臂伸出被子摇晃这个镯子，不管空气多寒冷。在与朋友频繁交谈的间隙，我目光要是碰见这只镯子，就会想起T的脸，想起她碰见我说的“瞧你那笑得二百五的样”。